Jun 28, 2010

Goals.

So I’m at a bar during the closing minute of the US World Cup elimination game and some drunk white dude yells, “LET'S GO! You have 1 minute left for the next four years!” And he’s damn right. More than the actual sport it’s the timing that mounts pressure for these things. Over time, we develop a relationship with the World Cup and each one begins to mean more. I see this when I watch Korea matches with my Dad. It's like they’re old friends. So he watches. Silently. For him, it’s not so much the games but all the years in between.

Just think of how much happens in 4 years. But also how fast they can fly by. High school was 4 years long. College was 4 years short. Pluto was 4 years ago. A NY Superbowl is 4 years ahead. 4 years will forever be the age gap between me and my older sister. At the last World Cup, I was 18. In the next one, I’ll be 26. Maybe these are the things my Dad thinks about. Measuring stretches of his life with a 4 year ruler. Thumbing through flashes of himself from each Cup, like bookmarks in the story of his life.

Jun 22, 2010

Exclusive Ben Ha Interview

I've always done this thing where I will interview myself or give a lecture to an imaginary class. I've been doing it a lot more since I'm back home to prepare for upcoming job interviews. I recently asked myself this question in the shower.

Ben: Why don't you ever wear sunglasses?
Me: Because I don't need any help looking like an asshole.

Jun 14, 2010

Ha.

Unemployed Me: Yea, i just really want a job.
Employed Friend: It's overrated.
Unemployed Me: yea...